It's possible.....


I don't even know where to start. I just know I don't want it to be too long before I've written the next post so pretty much this is the reason I've started tonight. I can say this, I've lost 21 lbs and it feels fucking great! I've had some mishaps along the last few weeks but I've done an amazing job and all I can do is praise myself for the job well done I've been doing. I'm been wondering and thinking whether I should make this blog public as it is private. My most personal thoughts out in the open. I guess if it's meant to be then it will happen. No worries right! I should be asleep right now as I've only had about 2 hours asleep the night before. I know I'll sleep like a baby tonight. 7 hours is pretty good.....on another note....

Today I went to look at buying a house. It's a big step and there is a fear of buying it. There isn't anything wrong with a healthy fear but I just know that's natural. I've worked so hard all my life especially these last few years. 2012 looks to be like a better year than this year and this year is/was amazing! 2011 I've made some decisions to only better myself and I'm sticking to it which makes me happy. I'm a little aprehensive about moving. My apartment is so close to work that it's convienence. I don't waste any gas. But owning my own house there is something different about that. It will be mine. It's mine. My hard earned money actually going to something other than a concert ticket. I've spent thousands this year on concert tickets and I don't regret one single second of it either. It was my new years resolution and I've stuck to it. I'm losing weight again which will only be better in the long run. I've opened up a life insurance policy on myself. I'm getting my taxes taken care. I'm getting my credit worked on. I've made a promise to only do better for myself. And for that I'm proud of myself. There is no reason why I should be beating myself up when i'm only doing what's best for me. Good job Joe! Keep it Simple!